Church callings make me sick.

I find myself, today, home from church and sick as can be... again. I can hardly swallow, it hurts like crazy to cough, and my head is pounding. I think big, stressful events in my life make me physically ill. And most of the time, these events occur because of my various church callings. They are also, I believe, the cause of my skin breaking out and my body ingesting entirely too much comfort food and/or diet pop. Hmmm...

This is just how I roll, unfortunately. People can tell me to simplify and not worry and delegate all they want, but still, the responsibility for the fabulousness of whatever's going on lands squarely on my shoulders. I can't help but feel the weight of it. I think back to six weeks ago when I started googling and thinking of an idea for our Christmas party - and felt like Zarahemla WAS SOOOO the right direction to go... but now, holy cow, I find myself with 5 days to go and 500 things to still coordinate/build/borrow/set up... we don't have nearly the budget I thought, it's too late to change plans, and I'm so weak I can barely do anything.

There was a time, probably for a year, that I had a calling to teach Relief Society, (which I loathed). And once a month, like clockwork, the week preceding my lesson, I would get horribly sick. Seriously. It was too much of a coincidence for there not to be a connection.

So tell me, what's the solution? I need to simplify - should they just call me as the hymn book collector after Sacrament Meeting each Sunday? Throw me back behind the piano in Primary again? Or how about I become the one who's responsible for bringing the bread each Sunday? I KNOW I could do that, at least. What's the most stress-free calling you've ever had? Please share, my health and sanity depend on it...